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PART ONE : How Jesus Taught Me to Overcome My Hatred
1 “With My prayers you will not overcome your hatred”
2 See God through Jesus Christ
3 Count down to my repentance
4 What should I search for?
5 Thirst for the Holy Spirit
6 How can I receive the Holy Spirit?
7 With the help of Jesus I ask for forgiveness
PART TWO : How Jesus Taught Me to Forgive
1 Scared to open the Book of Genesis
2 What God said to Adam
3 What the Devil told Eve
4 God never punished Adam and Eve
5 How much the Devil controlled Me!
6 God’s Righteousness
PART THREE : How Jesus Taught Me to Love
1 My Great Fall
2 How I can receive God’s love and Jesus in my Spirit
3 Rubbing Gold
4 People who live for the Lord
5 A mind to Love
6 For what purpose did God create me?
7 If God never punishes
8 Forgive us the wrongs
9 Eternal life
10 Whoever does not believe will be condemned
11 The Last Supper
12 “So if you are about to offer your gift to God at the altar”
13 A Prayer of Thanks
14 How I can love God
15 Lamenting God
» The Words and Prayer that helped me to love God

HOW JESUS TAUGHT ME TO LOVE

For what purpose did God create me?
In Genesis 1:26: Then God said, “And now we will make human beings; they will be like us and resemble us.” In Genesis 1:28 it is written “He blessed them, and said, have many children, so that your descendants will live all over the earth and bring it under their control.”
I asked Jesus for what purpose did God created me in his likeness? Then Jesus showed me in John 14:23 “Whoever loves me will obey my teaching. My Father will love him, and my Father and I will come to him and live with him.”
Through this word the Lord explained to me that when I start to reject the teachings of the Devil, in my Spirit, and start to receive the message given by Jesus through God’s best gift the Holy Spirit. Then my spirit starts to love Jesus. From that moment onwards God with Jesus through the Holy Spirit starts to live in my spirit.
The Lord explained that God created me in his resemblance to live with God. The Lord made it clear that God never created me to live with money, power, social acceptance and other material things as I had believed.
A desire to love God started to grow in me, when I realized God loved me from the beginning and he created me to live with him.
Through this revelation Jesus helped me to thank God.
In the beginning God created human beings in freedom. That means I have the freedom to receive the knowledge given by the Devil about God, money and other material things OR the knowledge given by Jesus about God and God’s blessing. God has given me the freedom to choose life or death in the beginning itself.
When Jesus showed me God’s love in the beginning, then Jesus himself took away all the obstacles within me to pray for the people who had given me the wrong knowledge about God and the wrong knowledge about God’s blessings and the wrong knowledge about Jesus.

If God never punishes
Before knowing Jesus, if any person tells me God is love and God never punishes, then I would ask him, “If God never punishes us that means we can do anything.”
When Jesus showed me God’s love “in the beginning,” then he showed me this wrong knowledge about God that controlled me from my childhood. Here I am sharing it with you how Jesus rooted out this knowledge from me.
From childhood I was surprised with certain people’s character and attitudes. These people were very tough and serious even with their wives and children. What surprised me is their attitude towards their grandchildren. They would play with their grandchildren and laugh with them. Whenever I saw them fondling and caressing their grand children I was surprised and asked myself “is this the same person?” When they fondle the child, if the child laughs, then the expression on their faces is different. Their language and body language is totally different when they are with their grand children. Seeing them talking to their grand children I though that they were friends for so many years. Here they are bowing to the innocent love of these kids. These kids don’t have money, power, knowledge or anything. What they have with them is innocent love. These innocent kids love that person. They don’t have the knowledge to love money, power or any other material things.
Through these instances Jesus showed me that, if I ever tasted God’s love in Jesus Christ in my Spirit, then I will love God. For this no one has to train me or force me. God’s love in Jesus Christ has such a power. In my life if I ever tasted God’s love in Jesus Christ in my spirit, then I never would go for money or love money. God’s
love is so pure and simple that its beauty is such that, it will make any person repent.

Forgive us the wrongs
Years ago Fr.Joseph Madathil, the Parish Priest of Lourde Church, Kottayam asked me about my prayer life. I told him that I know only one prayer.
He asked me about that prayer?
I replied that, that is the prayer that Christ taught us, (Mathew 6:9-15)
“Our Father in heaven: May your holy name be honoured: May your kingdom come………”
Then the Parish Priest said if you are able to pray this prayer after realizing the Spiritual message of this prayer, then onwards you will start to enjoy the peace of mind that you have never experienced so far.
This is the only prayer I loved from my childhood and the only prayer that I know completely. When Jesus showed me God’s love in the beginning, then he started to teach me this prayer. He taught me this prayer in a totally different way.
Our Father in heaven :
May your holy name be honoured :
(May your Heavenly love be revealed on earth)
May your Kingdom come ;
(May the truth about you may be revealed on earth)
May your will be done on earth as it is in heaven
(Let your loving heart be revealed to the people of this world)
Give us today the food we need
(Give us today the food our Spirit needs)
Forgive us the wrongs we have done, as we forgive the wrongs that others have done to us.
Even though I have prayed this prayer from when I was young, I understood this prayer in a different way; like this:
“Forgive me the wrongs I have done, as I forgive the wrongs that others have done to me.”
I asked Jesus why I have to use “us” in the place of “I” Jesus showed me that I have to forgive others’ wrongs and at the same time I have to forgive Adam and Eve.
Then Jesus took me to Genesis Chapter 2:17 where God said to Adam “You must not eat the fruit of that tree; if you do, you will die
the same day.”
In Genesis 3:11 God ask Adam “Who told you that you were naked?” God asked “Did you eat the fruit that I told you not to eat?”
I asked Jesus why I have to use “us” in the place of “I”
From the moment Eve and Adam ate the fruit from the tree that gives knowledge of what is good and what is bad, not only did the Spirit of Eve and Adam die but the spirit of the human race died. In another sense when they ate the forbidden fruit then my spirit also died. This is the root cause of all my “sins.”
The moment Jesus is revealed to my spirit I can reject my sins and start to love God.
If the life giving tree Jesus, is to be revealed in my spirit, I have to forgive the wrongs of others and at the same time I have to forgive the wrongs of Adam and Eve.
The greatest persecution I have ever faced in my life is my spiritual death. If I have to receive the life giving tree, Jesus in my spirit, I have to thank God for revealing, Jesus to others and at the same time to the spirit of Adam and Eve. Only by praying for Adam and Eve, can I forgive them. If I am not forgiving them for their wrongs then I won’t be able to receive Jesus in my spirit.
Jesus showed me that I have to pray like this till I receive him in my spirit. If Jesus is revealed in my spirit it means, that I have forgiven the wrongs of others and of Adam and Eve.
If Jesus is revealed in my spirit from then on, I can love God, love myself and love others.
Jesus explained that in the spiritual reality I am also a part of Adam and Eve. Since God is love, I can never be selfish in praying to God. When I pray, I have to pray for the whole human race starting from Adam and Eve. Then only can I receive God’s real blessing of Jesus into my spirit.